Sarahs Back

I made a photo last time.
The tattoo on her back, Thomas you fool wake up! Is time to act!!!

Thomas was here!

He was here. It surprised me. I decided not to speak to Mary again, but...he talked to her.

Argued the whole time. Mary is mentally ill, he knows that. And Sarah was also here. She is also ill, something is wrong with her, she has a sign on the back. A sun, I don´t---, sun rays. is not a tattoo, not really.
It is ABOVE the skin surface. Never seen something like that before. They made it, sayd Thomas-
Such nervous excitation ... Thomas: he told me something shocking and creepy. This bastard....I should hate him !!!!!!!
OK-THAT STUFF has changed him... and he needs help, should I try and help him or should I walk away? How do I move on?

so what the....he had planned everything! Can I trust him ... or maybe not? He and Mary, my God ... how can i believe them???? WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!! My faith has been shaken.

Just for Sarah

Sarah! Was ist los! Liest du mein Blog? bitte melde dich! WAS IST LOS???

Mary hat versucht mich umzubringen. Sie hat versucht mir den Haartrockner in der Badewanne zu schmeissen, als ich gebadet habe! Ich konnte gerade es verhindern. Ich muss hier weg-pass auf Thomas auf, ich glaube, da stimmt was nicht mit ihm!

Thomas???

I feel scared, my heart,my heart. Study has revealed that "the spectacular images broadcast around the world on september 11th 2001 have had a profound psychological impact upon people". Oh, YES!!!!
A study of more than 800 patients at a Brooklyn hospital (We were in Brooklyn Hospital that day, the day after. There we met Thomas and Mary) found that the incidence of heart attacks increased by 35 percent in the two months following September 11, 2001.

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Thomas answer no more.

Damals hast du mit mir gelitten Sarah! Und heute leidest du immer noch parallel zu mir! Mary scheint komplett auszurasten, verrückt zu werden. Ich glaube sie denkt an Mord. Sie will mich umbrigen. Wenn du das liest melde dich bei mir!

It seems almost cliché to claim that the day began innocently enough, but_ for me and Sarah i can say: that sentiment is true. It was about as comfortable and clear as a September day in New York can be. I was happy to be with Sarah. I wanted to show her the city i love ( I STILL LOVE!) ....

I will try to speak with Mary!

No Help. No Way.

I came here hoping to find that little bit of help that could change my life forever.
Know matter what I have if someone else needs it.
I give it to them because that's the kind of person I am.
I give it whole heartedly, and...no, never expecting anything in return. The people I help, the people who wants to help me... Mary, Mary what´s going on.
Well, we were not involved in the world before 9/11, and look what happened. Look how we are changed.

Me and Sarah :we had no idea. We were not told the building was possibly going to collapse. I did not hear any rumors about a building collapse.We were simply told to get to our vehicles and get ready to move. We had no vehicle. Just back to this Hotel. I never heard anyone say anything to the effect that any of the buildings in the area were not stable at the time. So we came just back here.
Here, the same room like 9/11 , here we are.
Mary should help me, but Mary is strange, really strange.
I know, something is wrong with her. I found the pills.

This morning, Mary was getting herself ready for a new job.
She asked me "How old do you think I look?".
I am sure she could see the confusion and fear in my eyes. My head began to spin.
A voice inside tell me, she Wants an Excuse to Kill Me.

Beautiful view

Many rooms at the Embassy Suites New York City Hotel have a beautiful view of the Hudson River.
An entertainment complex is next door, and several restaurants are right in the building. Wall Street, South Street Seaport, and the Statue of Liberty/Ellis Island ferries are a short walk away; and twenty minutes of walking will get you to Tribeca and Little Italy, with SoHo and Greenwich Village just beyond. Meanwhile a subway station is five minutes away, and direct lines will whisk you uptown.

Yes, it´s nice hier. But i still can t sleep.
I hope, Thomas call me again. I am afraid for Sarah.

In the background, above, are several computers for free internet access. I believe wireless internet can also be purchased in my room. I will do it and call Thomas (Skype).

Ground Zero

Last Month I left Germany,, and I was in Manhattan with my girlfriend Mary.
We stayed again the Embassy Suites Hotel next to Ground Zero and the World Financial Center.
Since 9/11 I was never back to downtown Manhattan and I was really impressed with what was left. Here I was with Sarah last time as it happened. I hope she is going better now, Thomas is SO afraid!